My Pneuma
Empath – (chiefly in science fiction) a person with the paranormal ability to apprehend the mental or emotional state of another individual. I consider myself an empath. Which means I know that I can safely say that I know most times what’s in someone’s heart. I know how they are feeling aside from the times […]
I stand here to seek your forgiveness.
I have failed you.
In my eyes, I have failed you,
In my ears, I have failed you,
In my words, I have failed you,
In my touch, I have failed you,
I truly don’t understand you.
Please forgive me.
He deserved it, but he had never learnt it. He never gave himself enough credit. He was tough, but fragile. He was fast, but slow. He was high, but low. He was talking, yet silent. He was near, but distant. He was calm, yet angry. He was gifted, but rejected. He was true, but falsified. He was giving unconditionally, but was being received conditionally. He was laughing, but crying. He wanted an ear, but found no voice. He saw, but found everything invalidated inside his head. He was the epitome of living breathing dichotomy. Why?
Hey Hello, Please accept my gratitude as I reach out to your spirits. I don’t know what to call you for I am still in human flesh. Brothers/Sisters/Sons/Daughters but I feel these designations are unnecessary for what I’m about to tell you and also wouldn’t exist in your realm to where you’ve retreated. I know […]
In my last post, I talked about the Loyal Soldier and how it needs to be brought home, welcomed, loved endlessly and molded to reflect and help us with our current reality than the battles it has fought before with us. I believe our subconscious is built up of every learning, every survival strategy that […]
According to Soulcraft (by Bill Plotkin), we develop 4 types of sub-personalities with our experiences in our lives – The Loyal Soldier The Wounded Child The Wild Child The Loving Parent Today I’ll talk about the loyal soldier. A loyal soldier embodies our social, psychological and physical survival instincts when we are young, around the […]
N.U.T.s = Non-negotiable, Unalterable Terms (From the book: Hold on to your NUTS by Wayne Levine), although truth be told, as of today, I’ve not yet read the book. I’ve always felt I’m a free bird and fully capable of surviving alone (when it comes to it). I’ve been given graciously and abundantly, whatever I’ve […]
Close your eyes. Hold your intention to find a memory that disturbs you the most. Breathe deeeeeeeep and releeeeeeease. Relaaaaaxx! While for many of us, these would be a fleeting reel, for me this is a looooong tortuous tape. Really long, so long that if I dig deeper into them any further, I could create […]
Hello Earth Being! We’ve brought you here to know how you develop your character during your role in the movie called “Life On Earth”. Do you have a role model?No. Then how do think were you morally guided?My only philosophy has been to never hurt anyone or anything. To never attempt disturbing an equilibrium. In […]
As I was running towards an object I saw falling from the sky, I realized while I was running towards it, there was another one, just like it, following me. I was confused and stopped – completely losing focus on the object I had been chasing. I looked around in wonderment. There was a lot […]
This is about a video about COMMITMENT – I have 2 cents about it that I wish to share. The video hits really hard because it pits ego against commitment. Ego will always drive you to pleasure and self-preservation – both of whom don’t hold any negative connotation until they are abused. To bring my […]
Welcome to My Pneuma! As with most blogs, the pertinent questions are – Who, Why, What, How and Where. Let me lay out my interpretations of these questions – Who am I? I am Aura. As has been psychologically ascertained, I see and feel myself as 2 persons, 2 genders, 2 minds with 2 very distinct identities in […]
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